Lyrics MIND RIGHT - Rxs3

Lifetime never promised for a sharp mind
Not on witty shit, my neurones cut like razor wire
I'm scared of myself
Sick of being scared of the future
I was running from the jump, man, my guilt was heavy
I had your body on my mind all through February
Thought the grieving should have stopped
I thought my heart was ready
I thought I'd made it through worst
But the worst was yet to come
Sixteen, far too young for a cemetery
I just wish I could have helped
Wish I picked up the phone
I was chasing one more high as your spirit returned home
Just wish I could see your face
Show you where you could have been
Lifetime never promised but we keep living for the dreams
My mind's on holiday, feels like it's there to stay
As I just waste away, same four walls every day
And every face I see, they all turn into you
But I'm just lying to myself, there's nobody else like you

I'm just tryna get my mind right
All these hopeless nights, dreaming 'bout the limelight
But everything is nothing, if there's no-one left to share it with
So this one is for you, my rose, my everything

Bottled up
All the feelings that I kept inside
Bubble over out the side
I guess that's why I wrote these rhymes
It's been weighing on my mind
Since the day I missed your funeral
A continent between us though
I never had a chance to go
I never got to say goodbye
I guess that's why I use your name
Just to carry on a legacy
I hope you're smiling down on me
I hope that you're still proud of me
Everything I used; tried getting over you
Couldn't get used to you living in a casket
Weaker than tomorrow, but stronger than yesterday
Every day I make it through, forever dedicate to you

I'm just tryna get my mind right
All these hopeless nights, dreaming 'bout the limelight
But everything is nothing, if there's no-one left to share it with
So this one is for you, my rose, my everything