Lyrics end of the year v5 - Rxseboy

I'm upside down
Never safe and never sound
Can't get away that's from the crowd
Got 24 until I'm found
They really giving me a crown
The coup de tat is on myself
Come take my life
That's with the knife up in the back
And then I'm out

I hate the law, I hate the cost
I hate taking the Tylenol to kill the fall
I'm off the wall, on top the wall, inside the wall
I'm everywhere yet
Nowhere at all
At all, at all, at all
All in all, I guess it's been a good ride (stop lying dude, damn)
Except for all the bad times
Walking in on her and him while listening to J-Lo rocking half time
Yeah, that's fine
The bad guy, the bats fly
Over my head for no reason
Screeching, make me feel like I'm turning into a demon
A heathen, got fire leaking while I'm speaking
My high is peaking, my diaphragm isn't raising
I'm pacing, "what's the meaning?"

Tryna breathe, but I can't
I wanna scream, but I can't
Go find the secant, I can't
Go write a sequel, I can't
Go type a paragraph and mean it
I'm fiending for colder seasons
The weather is getting hotter
The world is talking facetious, so cantankerous
I got a problem with my pancreas
I feel like I'm an alien
I'll end up getting played again
I'll send her 20 messages
'Cause she's stuck in my head again
Now she's up in my bed, I punch the wall because I'm settling
Down

There I go, someone melt the snow
Come and get the rope on my neck
But it's set in stone
Thought I wanted this, I guess I don't
Don't leave me alone
Body limp, that's my final pose in my finest clothes
Ain't seen the world from this high
Clarity in blue skies
Finales make me feel alive
This is end of the year v5