Lyrics Ilysm - Ryan Ellis

I love you so much
I love you so much
I can't even tell you how much I love you
I love you so much
I love you so much
I can't even tell you how much I love you

We were selling love from the day we met you
But there's been lots of tears because the things you've been through
And no one should ever have to fear
When the [?] that the child won't live
Bedside singing to you, just hold on
[?] you're not alone
Praying God will let me take your place
So you can finally have some peace from all the stress and pain
Now enter soft, sittin' stearin' at the screen
Wondering what all these waves and numbers mean
My heart drops every time I hear a [?] pop
It this where my heart stop?

This is not what we planned
It's hard to understand
Your mother's asking why
It's hard to see you cry
So I just hold her 'cause it's hard to even pray
I don't even have the words, the only thing that I could say is...

I love you so much
I love you so much
I can't even tell you how much I love you
I love you so much
I love you so much
I can't even tell you how much I love you

Don't text me, don't call me
Don't try to reach out and tell me all this time that you were sorry
Because you love the music
And you love the album
And it doesn't soothe you 'cause my son is dying
Did it without ya
We were friends for years
But your only response was Insta, forget you
I heard it all before
Sleepless nights on hospital floors
Just crying out to the Lord
Trying to make sense of it all

This is not what we planned
It's hard to understand
Your mother's asking why
It's hard to see you cry
So I just hold her 'cause it's hard to even pray
I don't even have the words, the only thing that I could say is...

I love you so much
I love you so much
I can't even tell you how much I love you
I love you so much
I love you so much
I can't even tell you how much I love you