Lyrics Love That Kills Me - Ryo Knoxxious

You caught me in your eyes
Now I've been in your head
There is no fuckin shame
In all the things you say
You helped me keep my sane
Your love has filled my veins
Can't live without those hands
That's my only escape (so stay)
You caught me in your eyes
Now I've been in your head
There is no fuckin shame
In all the things you say (so stay)
You helped me keep my sane
Your love has filled my veins
Can't live without those hands
That's my only escape
Fuck all your consoles I don't fuckin need it
I just want someone to lend me ears
And fuckin listen to the things I listed
But all they do is give a lecture instead
All my texts delivered but no one tries to read it
No one cares when its so hard to breathe in
All these harsh reality's a fuckin nightmare
Had to seek acceptance I cant fuckin take it in
I be tryna find ground in my own mind
I be tryna survive in my own mind
I be tryna find shine and my own light
Cause I know that i can light up the whole sky
Love the days but I don't hope any rewind
Fuck peace, just wanna know that I'm alright
Dad knew I was gon shine
And in his soul now i reside
How beautiful trust is regardless of distance
How beautiful words are with actual meaning
How beautiful it is if those efforts had a reason
How beautiful it is if you weren't done forgiving
How beautiful it is if we had multiple chances
How beautiful it is if we knew every intension
How beautiful it is to think the way it could've ended
How beautiful it could be if we stuck to commitments
Heaven resides in her chest i feel home i need it
Her eyes so deep i can drown i need it
That scent of her hair in mind I need it
Every time when she smiles butterflies i need it
Been years still falling and I can't resist it
My mind needs a healer only she can heal it
She tied her love to a thread
And gave my mind couple stitches
But I was killing my myself by my own thoughts as a needle
Fuck all your consoles I just want your presence
I just want someone to share my tears
And fuckin listen to the things I'm singing
Cause I'm dying partly I ain't fuckin preaching
In my mind I'm locked up I'm fuckin screaming
I'm telling myself that my own mind is sickening
Lean as hell cause I ain't fuckin eating
I'm my own victim I'm the fuckin culprit
These are the thoughts that kill me
And I can't fuckin change it
I can't change it
Yeah