Lyrics hurt myself - RØRY

Maybe if I hurt myself you could be the bandage
I don't wanna ask for help
You'll call it baggage
I can't lose my mental health
'Cause I never had it
If I hurt my
Maybe if I hurt myself

I learnt love was destruction
No truth and no discussion
Felt so safe in the chaos
Fuck I think I was brainwashed
My tears are just like dust you sweep under the rug yeah
My fears my blood would teach me how to love

Now watch me as I try and breathe underwater
What if I just killed my father's daughter
What if I wore my trauma like a badge of honour
You'd see me yeah

Maybe if I hurt myself you could be the bandage
I don't wanna ask for help
You'd call it baggage
I can't lose my mental health
'Cause I never had it
If I hurt my
Maybe if I hurt myself

I'm dying for attention
You met me with aggression
And promised me protection
Funny how it works out like that
'Cause now I'm your projection
Use your love as a weapon
You'd think I'd learn my lesson
So why do I run back?

Watch me as I try and breathe underwater
What if I wore my trauma like a badge of honour

Maybe if I hurt myself you could be the bandage
I don't wanna ask for help
You'd call it baggage
I can't lose my mental health
'Cause I never had it
If I hurt my
Maybe if I hurt myself

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Na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na
Maybe if I hurt myself
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Na-na-na-na-na
If I hurt my
Maybe if I hurt myself

If I hurt my
Maybe if I hurt myself