Lyrics Beyond Redemption - S.A.L.T

Sick of hiding, ducking, running
From something that's prolly coming
From something that's out to get me
From something that prolly would
From something I can't escape
If I could then it's too late
If I could I wish I did 'cause now I can't escape my fate
Now I'm running out of breath
Thinking back now, I regret
People I should not have met
People I should not have let
Have their way, now I regret
Not having some standards set
Let them treat me like a pet
Now I'm down to my last breath
I'm not J. Cole, I'm not Drake
And I'm not Kendrick Lamar
I'm not Kanye, don't have cake
I'm not saying I'm on par
Never adhered to His word
But I'm praying to the Lord
Sincerely hoping He would listen and reply before I'm gone
I have sinned a lot, I know
Thankful I could switch the flow
Thankful I have what it takes
To be called one of the greats
But that's not my problem now
Honestly, I'm wondering how
I could be forgiven, all things given, and go through the gates
Lyrics are just rolling off the tongue
I will not and I have not forgotten that I'm wrong
But I'm trying to pass a message to You through this song
Hopefully You would listen and reply 'fore I'm gone
I don't wanna go (I don't wanna go)
I know that I'ma go (I know that I'ma go)
So I just wanna know (I just wanna know)
What's the price for my soul? (What's the price for my soul? Yeah)
What's the price for my soul?
Immortality is usually the goal
But I'm asking 'cause I didn't play my role
Did some bad things and they're all taking their toll on me
Walking like a zombie
Lacking life inside me
Kept a pistol on me
Always was beside me
Now there's nothing on me
It's the same inside me
I'm here, hurt and lonely
Should've known they'd lie to me
Guess they were tired of me
Pretending to be proud of me
They'd smile and lie to me
Thought they were friends and family
Said they'd confide in me
Yet somewhere deep inside of me
Knew they were lying to me
I just chose not to believe
Always thought they were my friends
I had no idea they were acting
I was laughing
I was happy
Now just look how I'm reacting
I'm not trying to deny the fact that I did, I'm accepting
Yes, I did it
God done seen it
Not Jesus but it is finished
Staring at the crucifix
I'm broken and I can't be fixed
I was tempted and was hella weak
Now my future's looking bleak
All the Bugattis and all the Ferraris I drove won't follow me
None of the hotties I knew in my time would be with me
Some of the bodies lying in the morgue're 'cause of me
What on Earth is wrong with me?
Lord please save me
I know You made me
This life You gave me was wasted but I mean it when I say that
I don't wanna go (I don't wanna go)
I know that I'ma go (I know that I'ma go)
So I just wanna know (I just wanna know)
What's the price for my soul? (What's the price for my soul? Yeah)