Lyrics So It Ends - S.O.

And so it begins who would have ever thought that this day was bright/
I got a deal, writing rhymes its a stage for fright/
Mother speaking wisdom to my ears giving great advise/
At times I write only just to see my status liked/
(Pride) with so much folly up in my trolley, can God use someone like me/
And I keep asking the same question, see my brow stay sweating/
But the Spirit give rest indeed/its not about you young S He says/
I decrease He increase in my sentences/
I need Jesus deep thesis that is heaven sent/
Please believe it is Him that I'm resting in/lean since I get my strength/
From the Bread of Life so I feast on/
And drink water from His well should I keep going/ cease sipping cease spitting I'm in deep thought/
This ordeal made me feel I should cease flowing/
Can you see the fears up in my eyes hommie/
I still muse upon the words that Shai told me/
About the woman I care for time showed me/
Awaken love before time and you sigh only/
But I only rise up I'm my mind rest in God's great love/memorise what has been tried and tested/
I'm the reason my impressions were depressive/
But I am never the one 2 take in anti-depressants/
But simply suppress it/what you people impressed with/
Me, I am nothing but see the grandest message/
That I speak is/
And I aint coming with here eloquence/
But hoping that a true state taking precedence/are you getting this/
I share my burdens on this verse and my hurt Lord God take residence/
In the inner most parts of my being/
So they when they see me they see you but it seems/
Many men won't hear it don't care bout what the word say/
See I don't rhyme to have wowed by the wordplay/
No, this is more than song/
I am weak He is strong/
I am me He is God/
Yeah, a mortal speaking about the immortal/
No portal 2 the Father just Christ I mean the Way/
And Trusay we talk about what we got too/
But some days I lay awake in my bed coz I be afraid/
Stale water do you see the state/
Smell the aroma reading Romans in my secret place/
The sacrifice of atonement is what He became/
That's why GP and Serene are always screaming grace/
Not perfect on surface does it seem we great/
Many think that we claim to be/
But Christ like is only what we aim to be/
Don't care if we don't swing in them major league/
Because, we wanna live a life as bondservant/
Live amongst many, but were living for 1 Person/
And I'm certain that His words are eternal/
So who could I turn to, but the Ruler whose rods working/
The Shepherd of the sheep but the scapegoat/
Echo this God saves souls/
Ima say so really till my last breath/
Pray I am found busy for His kingdom in my last step/
Can't half step, in the past tense I did/
Was brought out of the pit, God showed I'm His/
Its still surreal that this deal sits on a table/
Even if the rain cains, God's more than able to do it/
So even if I stare at gloom/
I trust in Jesus to steer me through/
Yeah I'm living with the end in view/
So it begins but its ending soon/