Lyrics GRASP FOR HOPE - SARM?

I think I might die alone, my head full of Styrofoam
I'm so empty, don't tempt me, might put a bullet right
Between my eyes, grasp for hope, in this broken home
Need a antidote, for my rotting, rotting soul

I see disgust in my mother's eyes
Is this the child she raised, trying my best, oh lord, how It aches

Grasp for hope, in this broken home
Need a antidote for this rotting soul
Your heart's made out of stone
The wind oh its freezing cold
I'm scared there is no were to go
I sink deeper, oh, in this hole

Oh, you're happy on your own
That's why I can't leave you alone

I'll haunt you when you're dead, I'm haunt you, dreaming in your bed
I'm a rotting soul, losing all control, I can't let you go
Ran out of my love, never enough, I blame the drugs
I'm an empty shell, you know

Grasp for hope, in this broken home
Need a antidote for this rotting soul
Your heart's made out of stone
The wind oh its freezing cold
I'm scared there is no were to go
I sink deeper, oh, in this hole

I'm an empty shell
Couldn't see how far I fell
Put me in a comatose
Leave me there to sleep in an endless dream
As I walk this lonely road
Still read every word she wrote
Burn every photograph
Think about the past, my head running laps

Grasp for hope, in this broken home
Need a antidote, for this rotting soul

Grasp for hope, in this broken home
Need a antidote for this rotting soul
Your heart's made out of stone
The wind oh its freezing cold
I'm scared there is no were to go
I sink deeper, oh, in this hole

Grasp for hope, in this broken home
Need a antidote for my rotting soul