Lyrics F****d Up - SNPB

You told me everything I wanted to hear
You made me see the future so clear
And then you fucked with my head
And now I'm wishing that I was dead
Hold on a minute why don't you just wait
I got a couple of things in my brain
You made me feel like I was brand new
Now all I am is just used to you
I am still caught up on loving you
Even though I should be through
You beat me till I was black and blue
It is something that I got used to

Now I'm fucked up
I don't even know myself
Cause I'm fucked up
How do I ask for help
Now I'm fucked up
This is the worst thing I've felt
I'm so fucked up
Yeah I'm so fucked up

You drive by my house to see if I'm there
You are fucking insane I swear
I don't want you back here
I don't want you in my ear
Yeah you are crazy that's what you are
You went and you tore me apart
I hate driving down your boulevard
I wish that life wasn't this hard

Now I'm fucked up
I don't even know myself
Cause I'm fucked up
How do I ask for help
Now I'm fucked up
This is the worst thing I've felt
I'm so fucked up
Yeah I'm so fucked up

They say that time heals all wounds
But they forgot to exclude you
I deal with this shit everyday
You fucked with me in every way
I am surviving only on fumes
I still picture you in my room
I am running out of time
Cause I am slowly losing my mind

Now I'm fucked up
I don't even know myself
Cause I'm fucked up
How do I ask for help
Now I'm fucked up
This is the worst thing I've felt
I'm so fucked up
Yeah I'm so fucked up
Now I'm fucked up
I don't even know myself
Cause I'm fucked up
How do I ask for help
Now I'm fucked up
This is the worst thing I've felt
I'm so fucked up
Yeah I'm so fucked up