Lyrics Defend - STIM

It's too much to bear I need your help
When my ego tears will you fuse my cells
I'm out of answers and I can't defend
It again and again and again
(Ugh)
Late 2023 I was clean like a bee
Had my honey straight locked up
I nursed one or two shots but I didn't hop on
A high I couldn't get off of
Five days too late I couldn't keep that streak afloat
(Whoah)
Cause she could bail out my lungs with a touch
If I'm stung by the smoke
It's too much to bear I need your help
When my ego tears will you fuse my cells
I'm out of answers and I can't defend
It again and again and again
It's too much to bear I need your help
When my ego tears will you fuse my cells
I'm out of answers and I can't defend
It again and again and again
I choke down my excuse so I don't have to taste it
This red flag's worn down from all the times I raised it
I could break the spell if we fail
But I never can and we never will
I just wanna fall asleep with you next to me
Read the story of my life you're the end of me
If I stay inside the loop will you ever leave
Or is your mercy just as toxic as my revelry
It's too much to bear I need your help
When my ego tears will you fuse my cells
I'm out of answers and I can't defend
It again and again and again
It's too much to bear I need your help
When my ego tears will you fuse my cells
I'm out of answers and I can't defend
It again and again and again