Lyrics BLUE - Sadboienola

I take this blunt to the face
and I think of you
But in my head
all my memories are turning blue
I fucking hurt everybody
And even myself too
They don't listen to me
They just give me plays and views

I'm suicidal hard to swallow
all these fucking meds
I hate my image I cannot get out my goddamn bed

Lately I noticed I've been slipping
ghosting people when I need em
Mom my wrist is fucking bleeding
She don't like when I smoke weed

So I might kill myself
I need some fucking help
I don't receive
I'm concerned for my mental health

I'm Speaking to you from my music
If you hear this send some help
Cause I've been visioning a pistol
sitting on my shelf

I'll tie this rope around my neck
Just for my mental health
Cause I've been falling in this pit
And I just can't get out

Killing me with all these lies
Okay well look me eyes
And tell me all the things you said
Pls just tell me once again
I'll admit it

That I miss you
I'll admit it
That I miss you
I'll admit it

Please don't leave me
Girl you driving me so crazy
You don't fucking know

And my heart has been colder than snow
Straight into hell I will go
I'm stuck up on this endless road
I really just wanna go home

Falling into pieces
Loving me is easy
You don't have try
All you need to do is ride
Till the end of life

Till the end of my life

Shout out to xilly we gon kill this music shit
I've been contemplating suicide since I was just a Jit
I was broken I was homeless couldn't even Buy a fit
Now Im stunting on my people

Dollar bills and drippy fits
I've been flexing on a couple niggas
I'm a rich prick god damn