Lyrics Hell Is Where the Heart Is - Sadistik

Life can be beautiful, sometimes it hurts
One day we'll return to the Earth
I'll burn into ashes, turn into dirt
Circular patterns occur to learn what it's worth

Each try and fail
Still eats away at my iron will
I hide my pride like a lion's pelt
But either way I know I'll still feel

Lonely inside a crowd
Felt ennui for a while now
Palm trees are fireworks
To celebrate this dying place, okay

I'm still healin' from the cuts
When you peel away the blood
I don't love the way I feel some days
But I feel the way I love

Forgive me, I'm not what I seem
Kiss me, I'm fallin' to pieces
I hurt all the people that need me
I killed all the gods I believed in

Abandoned amputee
Alone and cold on the bathroom floor
Born below all the apple trees
Mournin' for what you had before

The sunset above me is lavender
I see phosphenes when I rub my eyes
These people walk past me like I don't exist anymore
While these pictures distort in my mind

Porcelain skin
Concealing the war that's within
I'm wearin' my sins like they're ornaments
Formin' two horns I adorn like a crown
Thorns in my side, becoming so normal I forget they're mine

Mimes Pierrot, dead sparrow heads in my tarot deck
Eros pierced me with an arrowhead
Always erudite in being scared of heights
Terrified

I'm skeleton-bound
Feet on the ground but my head's in the clouds
Never was one to just blend in the crowd
Let it be known that we're desolate, destined to drown