Lyrics Even Though I Say - Saint Asonia

Oh how I try to pick up what I leave behind
The trail of lies, that follows me all the time
I've known all along, the difference of right and wrong
The damage has been done, and I can't just rewind
But I can try and try and try
Cause it makes me feel alive
And even though I say
I'm sorry I'm this way
And even though I've changed
People will stay the same
And even though I don't play
Life becomes a game
And if your looking at me like I'm the cause of your living hell
Take a look at yourself
Oh how you cry, when I leave for the other side
Something makes me want to go away
But I can't decide
I knew all along, the difference of right and wrong
This movie feels like it's too long,
But you can't just rewind
But you can try and try and try
If it makes you feel alive
And even though I say
I'm sorry I'm this way
And even though I've changed
People will stay the same
And even though I don't play
I've become fair game
And if your looking at me like I'm the cause of your living hell
Just take a look at yourself
You make me feel like I'm so small
I keep sinking in this hole
I'm getting closer to the edge
One more step and watch me fall
You said so much I believed it all
You can lie and lie and lie
If it makes you feel alive
And even though I say
I'm sorry I'm this way
And even though I've changed
People will stay the same
And even though I don't play
I've become fair game
And if your looking at me like I'm the cause of your living hell
Take a look at
Just take a look at
Take a look at yourself