Lyrics What Have I Done - Sam Ock

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Oh God what have I done
Oh God what have I done
Have I ruined everything again
Oh God what have I done
Oh God what have I done
Will I make it to the very end
I am crushed, to the point of debt
My fading love, do I have any left
Will I ever believe in You
Will perfect love ever be my truth
Will you be my Lord
Will you be my Lord
Oh God what have I done
Oh God what have I done
Have I ruined everything again
Oh God what have I done
Oh God what have I done
Will I make it to the very end
Can 'em away, and out of my head
Toxic, the poison is killing me dead
I'm red; burned up and burned down ____
Of a life of joy, my mind's in deathbed
Many days I've bled thoughts black and blue
I've taken the ____ what am I supposed to do
When everything around tells me what is true
And I tried it all yet I don't feel new, shoot
I can't trust my own heart
'Cause it keeps feeding me lies
I'm scared to ask for help
And I'm scared to even just try
I'll raise the white flag high