Lyrics Foolish - Samaria

Promised I wouldn't shed no more tears for you
Can't make up my mind
It's too hard to fight
I give into all of my fears for you
I'm a pusher
Mistaking affection for abuse
Betting on you I got everything to lose

Why do I do this?
Get my shit together just to go and fucking lose it
I'm foolish
Foolish
Problematic
I got issues with me
Rather run away than find solutions
I'm losing

I, I, I, I (I got to)
I, I, I, I (Trying)
Foolish
Get my
Get my shit together
I, I, I, I

As long I'm standing here breathing I will be
Making excuses, hiding from truths
And hearing the same old things
Go ahead
Gotta figure it out
Another lecture I can do without it

I don't know where my head is
Told myself I've already said this
I'm a fighter protecting my battle from a truce
Betting on you I got everything to lose

Why do I do this?
Get my shit together just to go and fucking lose it
I'm foolish
Foolish
Problematic
I got issues with me
Rather run away than find solutions
I'm losing

Honestly, I probably do better along
I just need some time to see if I can move on
(Selfish) Lost without you
I'm losing

I, I, I, I
I got to try and get my
Get my shit together just to fucking lose it
Foolish
Clueless
Problematic
I got issues with me
Rather run away than find solutions
I'm losing