Lyrics Pink Flowers in a Stone Vase (feat. sbstn) - Samuel Godinho

I hope the clouds are calm and kind but everybody lies
Trapped in a thousand tsukuyomis at the same time
Black skies and open eyes, psilocybin in my mind
My face is melting off from all the acid leaking from my eyes
Please don't drink the smoothies it'll open up your third eye
Watch the flood gates open
Know that this will change your whole life
And you'll never wanna go back to where you were cause
Silence can be deafening my brain will scream without words
And I'm just trying to move on to a better place
Find some peace of mind to try and smoke all of my pain away
But the ashes from the bonfire are blowing too high
I can't tell if this is real life I think I'm too high
Magic mushrooms supposed to keep you grounded
But this trip feels like I'm falling off a mountain
It's the little things that matter most
When you're holding on for dear life trying not to go
Overstimulation feel my brain is overloading
Claustrophobic in my home I feel the fuzz up in my dome
Locusts swarming around my crown I only trust the frowns
Cause every smile is fake
Please do not tell me that I'm safe and sound
The only thing keeping me calm
Are these pink flowers in a stone vase so I think it's time to save face
I need to get away from all the chaos here
Before I jump in the void and I'm consumed by fear

Holding on to what I hold dear
The demon in my head's awake and its lurking near
Living in my head rent-free for about a year
Had to take a trip and it asked me for a souvenir
And the demon just keeps playing me
I'm Mario and all I do is just keep saving Peach
Get hurt, drink a shroom shake, that's what you're telling me
And I listen cause it makes sense theoretically
But I'm drowning in the sea
I'm on another level
Second one in World Three
If God is a woman, so is the devil
You'll see
To get a new perspective I just think in 3D
Three Three now I'm up up in a tree
I'm trying to get high so you cannot see me
Thanks to mary I'm grounded but I'm free
These blue skies and shut eyes are so lovely
Finally, I've lost the anxiety
A temporary break from all of my spiraling
Silently, I just bask in the peace, quietly
As I try to escape reality