Muscle Memory

When I see you
I reach to hold you
My body shivers
My heart beats faster
You brush past me
It's muscle memory
Now I'm doing before I'm thinking but they feel the same

Can you blame me
For wanting to feel something
When everything is falling apart
You're the only thing that stays the same
Can you blame me
For not saying I'm sorry
I don't regret a second of it
We were floating for a day

I don't love you
But I don't have to
I can close my eyes
And remember a time
When you chose me
And I needed you
Now I'm doing before I'm thinking swimming out through a dream

Can you blame me
For wanting to feel something
When everything is falling apart
You're the only thing that stays the same
Can you blame me
For not saying I'm sorry
I don't regret a second of it but I'm hoping you don't stay

I only needed a moment
To float away

Float away
Float away
Float away
(I thought it was over)
(I thought it was over you said it)
Float away
(I thought it was over)
(How do we get over it now)

And I know it's gonna hurt
When I come back down
But nothing could be as bad as how it is right now
I know it's gonna hurt
When I come back down