Lyrics This Is F***ing Ecstasy - Say Anything

I'm spinning yet I stride
My satchel filled with files
The secrets of the tribe
The cameras follow me for miles
Born a slave in 1984
Discovered that my life
Is just a record they performed
A maze where I was placed
Tell me what you think of this one
Tell me what you think of this one
'Cause now I've sold you out
Now that there's no doubt
Now I've called you out
Now I've sold you out
They strapped me to the roof
And they cut right through me
Digging through my wounds
I watched them helplessly and shook
Where are my pills?
Where is my former lover?
I've been betrayed by everyone I know
Don't blow my feeble cover
Tell me what you think of this one
Tell me what you think of this gun
Now I've sold you out
Now that there's no doubt
Now I've called you out
Now I've sold you out
'Cause the truth is this, I finally know
What they conceived so long ago
A baby rat for them to test
The poison's on a rubber breast
For me to learn, dependence on
The shackles here, but now they're gone
This place I live in hyper speed
I shall not live, I shall not breathe again
This is fucking ecstasy
This is fucking leprosy
It's like they're fucking testing me
This is fucking ecstasy, hey