Lyrics Nosebleed - SayWeCanFly

I'm wide awake, laying here in my bed
I'm thinking back on all the ways
I probably fucked up again
I wish that somebody could save me
I know nobody can
I'm tryna read you like a book
But all your pages are bent (I)

I'm just tryna make you happy
But I'm sad
Tryna win your heart again
'Cause I lost that
Ballin' out on Instagram
'Cause you watch that

But you gave me another fucking nosebleed
Go ahead and hit me harder, darling do it
'Cause I like the kind of pain that I've been feeling
'Cause I'm feeling
'Cause I'm, 'cause I'm
'Cause I'm feeling

Another fucking nosebleed
Take my heart and bash it right against the ceiling
But I like the taste of blood that I've been bleeding
'Cause I'm bleeding
'Cause I'm feeling
'Cause I'm, cause I'm, yeah

Babe, so I've been thinking about it for a long time
And ah, I think it's probably best for both of us, we just stop this shit
'Cause it's, it's really fucking with my head
(Fucking with my head, fucking with my head)
You know what, nevermind

You know, I know that we had good intentions
But I guess you don't feel the connection
You leave me on read for a week of my message
(You might as well just get a fucking reception)

So maybe it's better I just lay it out
Remember the weekend you came to my house?
Yeah, when you were asleep with your head on my shirt
I wished you were mine but I know that you weren't
Huh, funny, I never thought I'd care
'Cause that's the way we met
And now you're playing with my hair

And it feels good, I'll admit it
But I know karma's a bitch and we don't actually care

But you gave me another fucking nosebleed
Go ahead and hit me harder, darling do it
'Cause I like the kind of pain that I've been feeling
'Cause I'm feeling
'Cause I'm, 'cause I'm
'Cause I'm feeling

Another fucking nosebleed
Take my heart and bash it right against the ceiling
But I like the taste of blood that I've been bleeding
'Cause I'm bleeding
'Cause I'm feeling
'Cause I'm, cause I'm, yeah

You know what, nevermind