Lyrics Honest With Me - Sean David Grant

From time to time to time
I rewind my wound up mind of mine
And recount these countless times
Wasn't living but I spout these rhymes
Running out these lines
What a lie but liable to go buck wild
Don't look now I'm an open book now
But look how many pages I took out
I'm a crook now where's my lookout
Gotta book now, put the book down
But Im shook now with these shook ones
And fives, I sigh Oh My God
It's a crime and I'll do my time
When I prove true my pride is super sized
But I still can slide in this suit and tie
That's suicide or do or die
Crucified what is human inside
But the fumes of the rumors arise
Cause I too in disguise
I use it to ruin the lives of whom
That he drew me to woo with these rhymes
My abuse led to their demise
Now I can't even look in his eyes
My plan was to turn this around
But my burdens are burning me out
For eternity now

If this is gonna be my last
Be honest with me Honest with me, Honest with me
Did I really give it all I had?
Be honest with me
Honest with me, Honest with me
Woah!
Half my iPhone contacts got a problem
With me Problem with me, they got deleted
I don't want no problems
All I ask is that your honest with me
Honest with me, Honest with me

Sinners in a sense But swear its innocent
So I sing this sinners prayer to prepare for penance
But it's clear He don't care for sentiments
Or symbolisms So I don't intend to give em
And no reply so I aint pinged him since
They so surprised, look in my eyes they wonder why
I run and hide and go find my solace in the prison in my
Mind And If they wanna try me get their picture in my precinct
Cause if they don't come half decent
They'll get seasick on my penmanship
There's no leak in this So no leaking this
So cease and desist as recent as this is
No leaks shouldn't even exist
Watch how deep they try to read into this one as hedonism
Better tweak your speaker systems
Must be something you missed, This is war

If this is gonna be my last
Be honest with me Honest with me, Honest with me
Did I really give it all I had?
Be honest with me
Honest with me, Honest with me
Woah!
Half my iPhone contacts got a problem
With me Problem with me, they got deleted
I don't want no problems
All I ask is that your honest with me
Honest with me, Honest with me

God I'm empty, Why did you even send me
I got no confidence in me,
This heart that you lent me hardly
Enough to defend me, they try to offend me
Fend me off with this obvious envy
They probably would opt to just end me
Hand me off to my enemy in defeat and it seems
Everything hinders me, God! This industry, Ahh!
If anything happens to happen that's that for this rapping They say I
Was Lacking the passion,
Guess I was just acting Patty and coco bread, Gotta get hold of it
Man, All that I know is this
Ask the good angel to hop off my shoulders
And hope they don't notice it
Gotta look decent on my descent
Or in the event that I repent, Cc me all my secrets
And regrets in sequence
And the senseless repins I defended
Tweet out all my Dms's preemptive

If this is gonna be my last
Be honest with me Honest with me, Honest with me
Did I really give it all I had?
Be honest with me
Honest with me, Honest with me
Woah!
Half my iPhone contacts got a problem
With me Problem with me, they got deleted
I don't want no problems
All I ask is that your honest with me
Honest with me, Honest with me