Lyrics Lost Cause - Secrets

Took a lot to get to twenty seven.
My knees are weak but I'm still standing.
I wasn't meant for making it,
But I'm not the type to call it quits.
Call me but trying to be clean.
Breaking but still in one piece.
Hanging on, hanging on,
But I feel like we're trapped in.

We win some but lose most.
These close calls keep us close.
This life is wearing thin.
It's eating at my skin.
We can't keep reflecting.
Just keep oppressing on and on and on.
'Til we find where we belong.

I can't seem to get past all my problems.
Try my best but never solve them.
I was never one for making it
And I think it's fine we're sinking in.
Call me and not coming clean.
Breaking and losing each piece.
Falling down, falling down.
No one's reaching out to catch me.

What's it gonna take for me to find my way?
I can't keep struggling to always finish in last place.
Am I just wasting all my time chasing the wrong life?
I just wanna be,
I just need to be free from the judgement,
When all vote against me.
Free from opinions they built.
I know I should be.
Can you even hear me?
I'm fucking screaming.
I just wanna be heard.
Won't someone save me?
Bring me to safety?

We win some but lose most.
These close calls keep us close.
This life is wearing thin.
It's eating at my skin.
We can't keep reflecting.
Just keep oppressing on and on and on.
'Til we find where we belong.

And I've given everything, given everything,
But I get nothing, get nothing.
And I'm not giving in, not giving in.
My knees are weak but I'm still standing.

Everyone tells me to stay strong,
But I've got nothing to hold on.
Everyone tells me to stay strong,
But I've got nothing to hold on.
Everyone tells me to stay strong,
But I've got nothing...

Lately my heart is a mess wearing tiredness.
I feel invested in stress like it's all I have left.
Every failure's a deck and they're up to my neck.
I'm fucking drowning in doubt
And there's no swimming out.

Everyone tells me to stay strong,
But I've got nothing to hold on.
Everyone tells me to stay strong,
But I've got nothing...