Lyrics cousins (i wish i was dead with) - Sefu

My hearts revolution was not televised
Back when Lebron was chasing Kobe caught him and Kobe died
Life changed when I got a fade
Changed again saw my first dollar made
Scholar days nearly over, finally
And I, ended up inspiring niggas I was trying to be I
Can't take it day by day I'm impatient, tired of waiting
Often caught up in money I wasn't making
Put a end to that
Couldn't get a job I don't wear a hat
Journal entries I stare and tear them back, pages
I don't have a dream job I believe in livable wages
I care so prepare for the mental warfare, combat
Moms that, I butt heads with
Got cousins I wish I was dead with
Father look at me don't understand cause he don't live in my home
Told my black queens we not leaving you alone
Imma get everybody out of what they struggle with
Imma get everybody out through all the art forms I'm juggling
I know it's puzzling momma
I know it's hard sometimes loving me momma
But I ain't shit, hypocritical actually
Cause you a black queen and I be hurting you momma
But imma do better, fix this shit before I leave forever
You know me I could never stick around
And these girlfriends they never stick around
So for Jo it's always on to the next endeavor
But I'm with you forever, I'm with everybody forever
When it's cold outside warm my heart with the sweater