Lyrics Break Me Down - Seon

I been trying hard but I still fail
Little bit depressed I don't know if you can tell
Tell me I'm on earth but I feel like I'm hell
Cause my heart has been burned by the time in that cell

My mistakes I can't them back but I wish I could
I wasted too much of times on the things that were never good
Selling drugs to get the money that I would just never need
Had 10 racks inside my pocket but I knew that it would leave

Was in college but got kicked out
They take away my dreams
I had plans to be a teacher now they tell me can't be
I'm a three time felon but I'm still not free
Now I'm just another loser that will never succeed

Remember that day she ran inside of my room
Crying needing help but I didn't what to do
Wish I would've killed him but she told me not too
Never said he sorry for what he has done to you

But I guess I'll take the blame
Should've never left you alone on that day
Add one more to the list my mistakes
All I do is fail how do I have faith

In a world filled with suffering
There will never come a time I love again
Anyone I love always losing them
Think I'll be better off when I'm dead

Break me down
Break me
Falling out
You all know I'm falling

But I'm free now trying not to bleed out
From the wounds that I still hate to talk bout
Quit drugs and I'm really trying to move on
Tell me how to cope with the scars and a broke heart

Some times I have hope it'll be okay
Other days I think that the feelings never gonna change
Some days when I wake don't wanna be here
Other days smile on my face I can see clear

But I guess that's life listen to the lies that I hear in mind
Like when I say I'm fine but I know I'm not right
I been trying hard to fight
But I still wanna die

I feel like I could never find the peace
Or see the light that everybody say they see me
Because I'm stuck onto the past and how I used to be
It don't matter where I am I know I'm never free

Break me down
Break me
Falling out
You all know I'm falling

Break me down
Break me
Falling out
You all know I'm falling