Lyrics 20 - Seth Bowman

Yeah
I think I need to
I think I need to uh
I need to collect my thoughts
Step away for a minute
And see the bigger picture
What am I working towards
What am I missing in life
What can I do to make it better

It's not that I don't want it
I just need a fucking break from it
And I swear I'm not done I'm not calling it quits
I just need to take a second to get out of this pit
And It's not that I don't want it
I don't wanna stop I don't want to call it quits
And I swear I'm not done so don't get to making myths
I just need to take a second to get out of this pit

I never knew it'd be like this
I never thought that I'd be punished
Now because of music that I've published
I am vanished from society
Oh anxiety that is washing over me
Please go away
Not today or any other fucking day
I'm running out of shit to say
I'm writing lines that I don't like all the time
The grimy streets make me reflect on my fleeting time
What do I have left to give
And how to get it out of my fucking mind
Everyone says the same shit all the fucking time
Just because I'm making money from the rhymes
People think I'm doing crimes just to inflate my income
But how come then these people want to come and get some
It doesn't add up they just want to hit the club
And they want you to pay for it because you are making funds
Now how does that sound bitch I bet it sounds fun
Everyone wants the fame but when they get it they run

It's not that I don't want it
I just need a fucking break from it
And I swear I'm not done I'm not calling it quits
I just need to take a second to get out of this pit
And It's not that I don't want it
I don't wanna stop I don't want to call it quits
And I swear I'm not done so don't get to making myths
I just need to take a second to get out of this pit

When I stepped up to the mic I didn't know that I had shit to say
I just lost my mom so that just paved the way
For me to step up to the mic and say what I want to say
But now people come and look at me so they can throw some hate
But throw that shade I like it dark anyway
No one can stop me but I swear I need to step away
Collect my thoughts so I don't begin to fade away
And take a break I swear that I will come back one day
I can't take anymore losses
I wish that I could wrap them up and put them in a locket
I keep it like Keenan and sell that shit out of a socket
So I keep that money flowing straight into my pocket
I think I need to stay grounded
Good thing I got my girl on my side and she keeps it one hundred
I'm very new to this game and I keep it well balanced
People wish that they had longevity but they silent

It's not that I don't want it
I just need a fucking break from it
And I swear I'm not done I'm not calling it quits
I just need to take a second to get out of this pit
And It's not that I don't want it
I don't wanna stop I don't want to call it quits
And I swear I'm not done so don't get to making myths
I just need to take a second to get out of this pit

So
I hope that you all can understand
This isn't goodbye
Just see you soon