Lyrics Restless - Shae Ponzio

I've lost my soul
Every single day I walked away Walking through the city got an itch I'm tryna feed
The devil stays awake while the angels fall asleep
Running through the city where the restless stay awake
I'm hiding pain in city lights
I'm staying late
Baby is you mine yeah
Look at me up in my eyesight
Never thought a thing like you could take up my whole timeline
Fiend and I itch for the right high
Dip and I call up my snow guy
Round the block brain leads the walk
Don't like to talk but trip when lost
I had enough but bought some more
Tryna hit the fucking floor
Told my girl I'd take it slow
She know that I be lying though
Trippin bout my livin what I am and how I'm different
I know something I been fiending and I'm seeking out the worst of all
Lying I'm saying I'm hiding it well
Chillin with devils and dying to fail
Supplying the drugs and the liqour
Deciding if death is considered tonight
Cause I'm feeling real high
Lately I'm losing my mind
Feeling content I could die
Ima peace out to the sky
Feel like the world isn't mine
I'll wave bye today

I cut her off like scissors no more paper for you
She play me like a villain in a movie for two
She walk like she the goddess
I'm a jester the fool yeah
Drugs control every move
Peacing out to space I need to float away
She be telling me that everything's okay
Another day I let the pills tell me I'm great
Told addiction you cannot control my way no

Walking through lies like a cheat sheet
No I ain't slept in a week week
Whole lots I gotta be but die young sounds so pleasing
Outlaw living life like lord please need freeing
One time for the one times maybe one time she'll need me
Lately been thinking I'm sinking
I'm anchored to fucking dependant on different hoes
Slowly revealing the pain I can't heal but lately
I dabble in blow
Baby
That's on the low
Crazy
Nobody knows bout the struggles I hold had it under control now I feel like I'm slipping and no longer whole

I cut her off like scissors no more paper for you
She play me like a villain in a movie for two
She walk like she the goddess
I'm a jester the fool yeah
Drugs control every move
Peacing out to space I need to float away
She be telling me that everything's okay
Another day I let the pills tell me I'm great
Told addiction you cannot control my way no

Can't control my fucking ways now
I been lost gotta find my route
Yeah my soul she been broken
Can't conceal no more pain no
And I'm hearts feeling hopeless