PLAYED TO LOSE

I can tell I'm nauseous
I can tell I'm nauseous, gotta stay cautious
I got voices my head, like
All the voices in my head, like (like)
I'm too tired of noises and the tiring choices
God, it's too pointless
The demons on the side of my bed are tellin' me that

Nothin' to lose, nothin' to lose
By rolling the dice tonight
If I choose to walk the easy road
I'm gon' be alright
It's nothin' to lose, it's nothin' to lose
I'll make it out alive
Oh, out alive

Lies, no, I'm not feeling better, yeah
I tried keepin' it together (ooh)
I'm lost in here forever
I gotta pay my dues
'Cause I played to lose
Ooh
I gotta pay my dues
'Cause I played to lose
Ooh
I gotta pay my dues
'Cause I played to lose

I'm so tired of fighting
I'm so tired of writing
I feel so divided
I just gotta get my head right, yeah
Like the tongue, I'm biting (I'm biting)
And the thoughts I'm hiding, gotta stay silent
The demons on the side of my bed are tellin' me that

Nothin' to lose, nothin' to lose (uh, uh)
By rolling the dice tonight
If I choose to walk the easy road
I'm gon' be alright
It's nothin' to lose, it's nothin' to lose
I'll make it out alive
Oh, out alive

Lies, no, I'm not feeling better, yeah
I tried keepin' it together (ooh), ay
I'm lost in here forever
I gotta pay my dues
'Cause I played to lose
Ooh
I gotta pay my dues
'Cause I played to lose
Ooh (I played to lose)
I gotta pay my dues
'Cause I played to lose