Lyrics blurry - Shanax Bars

My eyesight is blurry
Call my lifeline in a hurry
I'll be alright, please don't worry
I'll wait all night for her fury

Oh if I could die by your side
Well alright, that would be just fine
Oh, should I ever confide
Just how much I wish you were mine
Oh if I could hide from the light
I'm going blind from drinking wine
You know I'd try every night
I think you'll find I got the time

I try to find, a reason why
A light to shine, to lead me blind
I was on my grind until I got high
So be my guide, I need a ride
So let me lie here until I die
In all of my years I couldn't fly
Yet still I try, what have I found
I'm off the ground, I met the mountainside
I'm not gonna lie, I'm out of spite
I don't wanna try, I wanna die
I wanna cry, I don't wanna fight
I run and hide, try suicide