Lyrics 4 Real - Shendy

For real
Uhh
Yeah yeah
Look look
I been on some trippy shit for real
I hit rockbottom yeah bitch for real
Putting out fire, but ain't cop a deal
You know I keep it hundred yeah being for real
20k streams like bitch for real
I don't believe that shit
Man, feel how you feel

Yeah for a minute I was gone but, I'm back now
Gotta admit I was alone, but I snapped out
Really zoned in my zone, I was stressed out
And gloomy dark thoughts all I thought about
It's like being followed by a black cloud
Had to snap out, now I'm back now

Cuz I been on some trippy shit for real

I hit rockbottom yeah bitch for real
Putting out fire, but ain't cop a deal
You know I keep it hundred yeah being for real
20k streams like bitch for real
I don't believe that shit
Man, feel how you feel

I'm doing my thing man its all me
I'm risking it all and it's on me
Had a couple of niggas I called homies
Now they dead to me, bitch don't call me
And I figured that I should get lost tonight
Pop a pill, smoke a j, and get drunk tonight
Lets get fucked tonight
And no one understands except the niggas I'm close too
I completely lost hope and suicidal
Now how I'm supposed to
Walk around so prideful
When I need revival
Alone and idle
What the fuck can I do
Except for lay down and overthink
Yeah
Overthink my situation
As I sit confused in frustration
And the time the fucking duration
I take to regain my formation
And look at this day and age
And realise how we're trapped in cages
We live in a simulation
Every action is just adjacent
All the pages are all the same
And I completely lost my patience
I been on some trippy shit for real
I hit rockbottom yeah bitch for real
Putting out fire, but ain't cop a deal
You know I keep it hundred yeah being for real
20k streams like bitch for real
I don't believe that shit
Man, feel how you feel

Nowadays I'm getting by with my wicked ways
Yeah
I gotta change looking for a different way
Yeah
I misbehave but no wrong with the way I'm raised
I gotta change my, gotta look for different way
To live this life all the bullshit is over
Im getting closer and closer
To inner happiness so I
Decided I am the owner
Controller and the composer
Of my story, cuz
Nowadays everybody wanna tell me what they think like I give one single fuck
Im amazed how you niggas wanna hang like we friends lil nigga that ain't wassup
All my friends think I'm cool while really I'm alone and depressed as fuck
Yeah
Niggas switch on some snake shit fake shit hell nah
Pussy ass nigga that ain't wassup
Nigga fucking with the crew
Says he really with the shit now you ain't really one of us
Nigga looking on my shit really think imma lose, but my only way is up
Cuz imma do what I do give a fuck about you and I'll never stop
Cuz all my guys ride
If they fight, I fight
Im fly, they're fly
My guys, my guys
My guys fight if I fight
Kill, stab, die, die
Uhh
Cuz I been on some trippy shit for real
I hit rockbottom yeah bitch for real
Putting out fire, but ain't cop a deal
You know I keep it hundred yeah being for real
20k streams like bitch for real
I don't believe that shit
Man, feel how you feel uhh