Lyrics Regalo (Alternate Version) - Sheperd

Life is kicking my ass but I don't submit to reality
What can I attribute to this mentality
I think that's a trait I took from my father
We'll probly' never be close
But I picked up on his vitality
I love my mother, but undercover
She got some skeletons and I always wonder
Whether it get to her or thinks nothin' of it
I know I'm a product of it I'm noticing it
I used to tell people I'm spanish for the points
And now all the Spanish mamis they play the joints
It's funny how things could change and without a coin
Decided recording tones would turn me to Floyd
Ran home and wrote until I would see the sun
Yeah been through phases but I know this the one
I texted Saman like ima' be a rapper
She thought im crazy and told me are you dumb
But her sister, she was worse
And told me baby boy just listen it's never gon' work
It's really just not realistic I'm sorry to burst
Your bubble but your skin restricted
And I hope it hurts
To even think that you could make it
Was probly' the first
Decision you shouldn't have taken
And probly' the worst
Now go and get back to your basement
And please I encourage you
To pick something you more deserving of
For your under achieving
Unimportant life under suburbia
Over here you'll be terrible
Minds eye was clear as some ice and made it more bearable
Visions of people seeing me and going hysterical
Felt like I was destined for somethin'
Some kinda' miracle
Never let the walls they built around me pick where I go
Munich, Montreal, Vienna, Zurich and Jericho
Rio de janeiro to Chile, can't forget Paris though
I ain't sayin it just to say it it's all numerical
Empirical too, they try embarrassing you
See your appearance and talk bout' what your parents should do
The hair, the gear that you wear and the earrings ain't cool
Whachu thought? Find a bathroom Look in the mirror you fool
Who gon' wanna' marry the fool? Lemme bury that too, im
Committed to the cause like I'm charitable
Aware of the blues, I'm bearing the boo's
And doin' everything they dare you to prove
I'm in the deep end
Just last weekend
I was reminded by how much betrayal can do

I'm so used to benefit of doubt
Learn to follow moves and not they mouth
That's gon' tell you what they all about
That's gon tell what they really about

That's gon' tell you more than they could say to you
You see me as prey guess I'll pray for you
Life's already short so why go cut it shorter
Regalo, regalo
Mi vida es un regalo
Celebrate the highs and the sorrows
Celebrate the rise and what follows
Regalo, regalo
Tu vida es un regalo
Here today, gone tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow