Lyrics Drive Me Mad - Shius

Even if circumstances drive me mad
Drive me mad, drive me mad
I cannot die until my judgement's had
My judgement's had, the upper hand

In the time I've been wasting, searching just for a meaning
I was never alive, I was never alright
All the sounds that came out of me looking just for a purpose
They were never fine, they were never mine
And yet they hurt someone that I thought I had loved the most
Will I ever be free
Will I ever be me
It's the little things that loneliness makes worse I suppose
I will never be fine, I am not alright

Even if circumstances drive me mad
Drive me mad, drive me mad
I cannot die until my judgement's had
My judgement's had, the upper hand

All these things I regret, no longer can I take back
All the things that I thought, all the things that I said
They all build up to a path that I would never have thought
I would never have thought, that I would walk alone
In my pain and my anguish, I ignored all of the love
I chose the way to loneliness and took my first step
There is nothing that hurts me, nothing I can think worse
Than a world without a longing for the person I loved

Even if circumstances drive me mad
Drive me mad, drive me mad
I cannot die until my judgement's had
My judgement's had, the upper hand

And if I die today, my soul will wait for you
All those things that I promised, I will see through

All these things I regret, no longer can I take back
All the things that I thought, all the things that I said
They all build up to a path that I would never have thought
I would never have thought, that I would walk alone
In my pain and my anguish, I ignored all of the love
I chose the way to loneliness and took my first step
There is nothing that hurts me, nothing I can think worse
Than a world without a longing for the person I loved

There is nothing that hurts me, nothing I can think worse
Than a world without a longing for the person I love