Lyrics Purpose - Shump Official

Yes Sir
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My mom's real life told me she disappointed in me
And that hurt
My pops shaking his head too
He like son you don't even want shit outta life
Thats when I just broke down and lost it

Yeah
I'm feeling embarrassed and ashamed
Wonder if I can endure this pain
I don't have suicidal thoughts
Just thoughts of murdering beats
I never folded or retreated
Often felt defeated
But I'm undefeated 4-0 from the field
These four kids of mine let's me know it's real
I know my homies could even deal
My cup runneth over but you don't see spills
Just trails of bullshit I left
In my music I must confess
I'm blessed and human, often stressed
Overwhelmed by the rest
When I comparing others lives that's when I cry
I'm nowhere where I wanna be
I feel my life ain't fair
Just a lack of being aware
No more cherishing my twenties
Disgusted, dirty, and filthy
Rotten and heart feeling empty
Wondering if people even with me

What's purpose if you not working
Confusion and uncertainty
Got me nervous
What's worst when you feel your grip slipping
You see people drifting away
Cus you failed to listen
My mind has been imprisoned

What's purpose if you not working
Confusion and uncertainty
Got me nervous
What's worst when you feel your grip slipping
You see people drifting away
Cus you failed to listen
My mind has been imprisoned

Uh, Yeah

All I ever wanted to do was make you proud of me
I'm not the best son
My life ain't turned out how you envisioned
But I kept the faith and stayed persistent til I found my niche
And that's official

Yeah, I'll be damned if I go out sad
Go out like that
Aggressive when I attack
Tired of feeling like you picking up my slack
I had to check my act
I fell in love with rap
Learned the hard way and that's a fact
Uh, Yeah
I'm going off stats
2016-2020 I fell into traps
Got hooked and became latched onto the wrong things
Ignored the signs and did my own things
That was pure insanity
I'm feeling cursed like profanity
I pour my heart on sampled beats
The audacity of y'all doubting me
You say you proud but secretly frowning deep
Our relationship hella rocky
Lord forgive me please
I need guidance when I'm riding
Never ran nor hid from problems
I embrace and face head on
Aches from the collisions
I'm precise with my decisions
I move with precision
These self inflicted wounds
Cut like incisions
I'm misunderstood or just different
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What's purpose if you not working
Confusion and uncertainty
Got me nervous
What's worst when you feel your grip slipping
You see people drifting away
Cus you failed to listen
My mind has been imprisoned

What's purpose if you not working
Confusion and uncertainty
Got me nervous
What's worst when you feel your grip slipping
You see people drifting away
Cus you failed to listen
My mind has been imprisoned

See purpose is the reason for which something is done or created or for which something exist
Life has been my best teacher
I'm just a vessel another creature
Observing from the bleachers
I'm finally reaching levels of peace
Slowly progressing so I don't peak
To my parents I thank you for your teachings
But God is who I seek
No more feeling sorry for myself
Ima just be me
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Yes Sir