Lyrics Noah's Ark - SickLonely

Should I try to hold on and beat my fear
I don't care
I don't see myself getting out of here
Its crystal clear
I sip my beer shed a tear
I know life beautiful but fragile like a chandelier
I'm scared my feelings warped
Dropped the weight and watch her leave the port
Think of overdosing on these pills that i got in my draw
With a can inside my left hand what they need me for
What do they need you for

That's what my mental screams in my ear when I try to fall asleep
Keep my head above the water but I know I'm in too deep
I slowly drown going through the motions
I just want to be sure and dream of oceans
Think of the drama and pain
Self inflicted scars that almost touch my veins
I feel a certain way when i stare through out these window panes
My soul shattered will i ever feel complete again
Just the other day I walked alone and stumbled to a park
I sat up on the swing and kept on swinging until it was dark
I kept procrastinating till my heart was aching my mind really racing
You know I'm not perfect but I'm never faking
Is this another chapter is this another start
Love is not a factor when you carry round a broken heart
Shitty fuckin actor in my life i cannot play the part
Shits impossible Noah's Ark