Le Jardin

I see in front of my eyes,
All of these truth's and all these lies
As their colors go and fade away
Although you're close to me
And your warmth covers me,
I can't keep these wandering thoughts at bay.
You told me to go onward
And said my path will not be blurred
As you turn away and say good-bye
Those words of empathy
Do not encourage me
And I cannot help but break down and cry.
All of these memories, ringing endlessly inside my mind,
Have no intentions of forgiving me yet.
If I close my eyes, they only grow and start surrounding me.
These memories that I can't forget...
The rain falls, I wonder if it will ever end?
It's so cold, straining my body for quite some time.
The rain falls on me, and it is striking down upon my face.
Why does it choose me, who has nowhere to escape?
Though this untainted morning,
That I have finally reached to
Is entangled by the past I knew.
Instead of moving on, towards my own future
I was stuck in my own remorseful past.
And though you tried to help
And tried to motivate me to keep on
All my fears of losing my way just made me weak.
Walking around blindly, I think it's time for my own teardrops
To fall down my conflicted cheeks.
I don't want my eyes to know about those past days
I'll just wait till the rain starts to wash it away
All my wounds of my past start to heal at a gentle pace
I've finally found the end of my road today.
The rain falls, I wonder if it will ever end?
It's so cold, straining my body for quite some time.
The rain falls on me, but I wonder could it maybe,
Embrace me tightly, hide all my pain?
The rain falls, I wonder if it knows how to stop?
But today, it falls without resolution.
You held out your hand holding an umbrella over my head.
You nestled with me, warming me with all your hope.