Lyrics In Need - Since2008

I know that my smiles over powered by my flaws
I know you be sighing every time that I call
Every time we argue, the problem ain't getting solved
I think I'ma pass on interacting with y'all
I know I be hiding, let trauma build up from years
I know I be strong but ain't strong enough to hold tears
One day you'll be gone and I don't care, is what I fear
It's been driving me crazy, I'm hoping to change my gears
Everything been real lately
I been letting years take me
Know you see me shaking and some be calling me crazy
Troubles with my fam lately
I ain't call my friends lately
Argue with myself
Maybe even with my lady
I wonder how's your day been
I can't fathom all the trauma that you've been in
Slightly crazy but I love that we can search in
Find some real, I hate that I cannot see it in
Got me seeing CNN

When it's sunny, I can call you on my best day, even better when it's snowing.
And when it rains, I can call you on my worst day, can you let me know it?
Through the spring, summer, and fall
Can you let me know?
Will you catch if I fall?
Will you let me know it's real?

See I got bills on my mind, everyday of the week
And it be there until the moment I sleep
I got friends that had passed and I know that they'll watch over me
But I be hoping they can chill with me
I keep silent, speak softly when I'm spoken to
Lost myself so many times I had to find you
Had to tell my people trust you, cause I trusted you
I ain't gone lie, at beginning, they wasn't fond of you
Y'all ain't never see a frown on my face, always smiled
Now I keep my smile to keep from falling on the ground
Been gracious for time that I've had from them and now
But boy it's getting hard to keep my face off the ground
Really I was tripping over baggage
You left too many present when I Invited you Into my atlas
Catch me I've walking into to traffic trying to flag down pedestrians
To help me hit the block where you be present
I know you see me

When it's sunny, I can call you on my best day, even better when it's snowing.
And when it rains, I can call you on my worst day, can you let me know it?
Through the spring, summer, and fall
Can you let me know?
Will you catch if I fall?
Will you let me know it's real?