Lyrics deicide - Sixthells

I've been waiting
Let it fall apart, not again
Drown in sorrows, wanna get away
In the dark, in my room
Talk with my blade, she can tell the truth
Fuck with my head, so she'll end up in my bed
Fuck is you talking bout? All these brothers want me dead
I'll see you at the bottom, bottom of my grave
I don't wanna talk about it, maybe another day
I just wanna figure out a way for me to say
How I really feel deep down in my chest

I just want peace of mind
Anxious all the time
Hanging with my homies reach a million fucking dimes
hear you in the streets, but your family on the line

Don't care about no stove, don't care about your clothes
Don't care about your money, man, you spend it on a hoe
You just flexing with no goal, he just wanna die
This ain't a surprise, nothing make em feel alive

I just count, no mistakes, I do this every day
Never tired, never resting, everybody on my kcid
They don't know what I'm saying, baddie by my side
Your bitch she trynna save me but I'm probably gettin high

I see the sky turning red, means a motherfucker dead inside
I'm killing gods by the river, no one's safe from the ripper
Hollow chest, live or die by the blade
Living fast, getting wasted by the late

I've been waiting
Let it fall apart, not again
Drown in sorrows, wanna get away
In the dark, in my room
Talk with my blade, she can tell the truth
Fuck with my head, so she'll end up in my bed
Fuck is you talking bout? All these brothers want me dead
I'll see you at the bottom, bottom of my grave
I don't wanna talk about it, maybe another day
I just wanna figure out a way for me to say
How I really feel deep down in my chest

How I really feel deep down in my chest
How I really feel deep down in my chest