Lyrics DEAD - Siyla

Hell's hot, but this earth got your soul running scared
Hope you prepared to know nothing is there
You so hopeless and scared trying to cope with your fears
Can't escape what's inside unless it escapes you
The malignancy of death dwells deep in my flesh
As i'm walking the edge with a stumbling step
Close my eyes and my vices entice me to light speed
It's highly unlikely that my dreams enlighten me
Oblivion pierces me nightly through comfort i'm finding in loathing and hiding
Fake love and fake drugs mixing all the above will I overdose
Roller coasting on a maybe
And that's one over dos, but we can make it three
Cause i'm hating the monster that I made of me
Now i'm down leveling,
Body inherits no well being
Growing apart from just everything
Emptiness endlessly inverts my mental
To cock back this trigger and aim at my temple
While endlessly catching myself in a lie
And my only reply is I just wanna