Lyrics Tevin's Pain - Sketch The Artist
You
know,
I've
been
thinking
Life
is
like
a
sinking
ship
When
you're
born
it
starts
to
plunder
And
when
you
die
it
goes
completely
under
What's
on
the
other
side
is
a
mystery
many
have
tried
to
uncover
But,
why
bother
It's
the
moment
between
that
matters
I've
made
mistakes
Done
stuff
I
regret
Made
decisions
to
this
day
I
still
cannot
comprehend
But
I
guess
that's
being
human,
right?
The
good,
the
bad
The
highs,
the
lows
The
sun,
the
rain
The
heat,
the
cold
Perfection
& flaws,
and
Joy,
sadness
Sanity,
madness
Sight,
blindness
Cruelty,
kindness
Love,
hate
Relief,
pain
I
like
pain
Pain
made
me
stronger,
pain
made
me
evolve
I
believe
pain
is
necessary,
it
makes
you
know
better
If
you
trip
and
fall,
next
time
you'll
walk
better
I've
loved
three
girls
in
my
life
The
first
one
broke
my
heart,
the
other
one
shattered
it
The
third
is
slowly
picking
up
the
pieces
and
putting
them
together
Without
even
realising
it
Her
presence
is
enough
for
me
to
feel
better
Her
smile
is
my
warmth
in
cold
weather
The
sound
of
my
name
on
her
tongue
rolls
off
like
a
harmony
On
a
violin
string
And
her
voice
takes
me
places
hands
cannot
reach
Sometimes
it's
like
a
dream
It's
like
a
fantasy,
and
I
feel
like
I'm
not
supposed
to
be
in
it
Almost
like
I
don't
deserve
it
At
times
happiness
feels
so
foreign
to
me
It's
almost
like
I
don't
want
it
But
then
again,
it's
something
I
appreciate
And
I
would
do
it
over
and
over
again
if
I
ever
have
to
relieve
it
You
know
what
else
hurts?
Seeing
someone
you
love
doubt
you
thinking
you're
going
to
hurt
them
When
all
you
try
is
to
prove
them
wrong
And
I
get
it,
the
wounds
still
need
to
heal
But
sometimes
it
feels
like
they're
bleeding
onto
me
And
I
tear
my
shirt
to
cover
them
Try
to
kiss
the
pain
away
And
I
start
doubting
myself
Thinking
I'm
just
not
doing
enough
I
might
do
whatever,
but
maybe
I'm
not
trying
enough
Sometimes
I
feel
like
it
shouldn't
bother
me,
but
it
does
And
I
start
to
relapse
And
I
want
to
look
for
drugs
So
I
can
shove
them
down
my
mouth
Just
to
feel
different
Sanity
starts
to
feel
loose
Deep
conversations
with
myself
Everything
starts
to
feel
new
I
think
of
my
situation
and
laugh
out
loud
Shake
my
head,
I
don't
wanna
lose
my
crown
Suffocating,
I
try
not
to
drown
But
I
try
to
bury
every
regret
that
tries
to
linger
about
Coz
I
know
the
darkest
nights
are
just
a
sign
That
the
sun
is
almost
out
Is
it
weird
that
I
think
about
my
death?
Not
that
often,
but
also,
not
that
less
I
think
about
how
much
sadness
and
despair
it
will
bring
To
my
family,
my
friends
Who
will
show
up
to
my
burial
and
stand
over
my
grave
Will
those
who
know
me
stretch
their
arms
and
pray
That
they
hope
I'm
in
a
better
place
I
don't
know
Sometimes
the
details
are
vague
Sometimes
they're
as
clear
as
day
And
I
can
already
see
everyone
walking
away
As
the
darkness
takes
the
day
And
I'm
left
to
rest
20
feet
under
their
heads
I've
lost
an
aunt
and
two
uncles
But
my
mom
lost
a
sister,
my
father
lost
two
brothers
And
my
cousins
lost
a
mother,
and
the
others
lost
a
father
Rest
in
peace,
Aunty
Media
She
practically
raised
me
before
I
could
barely
walk
So
my
mom
could
study
and
go
to
her
job
Seeing
the
cancer
slowly
eat
her
away
Despite
everyone's
best
efforts
to
help
Was
something
heart-breaking
and
hard
to
watch
Rest
in
peace,
Uncle
Dess
It
was
a
point
of
no
return
coz
of
alcohol
na
madre
Went
from
looking
cool
and
fresh
to
homeless
and
deranged
Even
though
you
were
still
breathing,
you
had
already
left
us
And
I
hope
right
now
you're
in
a
better
place
Rest
in
peace,
Uncle
John
You
were
my
father's
best
friend
You
were
chill,
charismatic,
and
you
were
funny
as
hell
You
were
always
there,
willing
to
help
But
my
biggest
shock
was
the
state
of
your
health
One
day
you
were
breathing,
alive
and
well
The
next
day
I
get
a
call,
"Uncle
John
is
dead."
I'm
surprised,
I'm
shocked,
I
think
about
Ted
I
think
about
my
father,
I
think
about
his
kids
Turns
out
he
had
a
heart
attack
at
night
in
his
sleep
And
before
he
got
any
help,
he
was
already
deceased
Seeing
my
father
cry
is
a
sight
I
thought
I'd
never
see
You
could
see
his
heart
break
when
the
tears
came
out
his
eyes
And
I
could
feel
mine
lingering
wanting
to
pour
out
from
behind
Those
funerals
were
the
saddest
places
to
be
Despair
filled
the
air,
their
tears
could
fill
the
sea
Faces
swollen
and
red
like
they
were
stung
by
bees
You
could
say
that
pain
was
necessary
although,
it
hurt
so
deep
You
could
say
it
made
us
strong
Although,
to
this
day,
those
wounds
till
bleed
Those
experiences
made
me
appreciate
that
I
still
breathe
My
mouth
still
speaks,
my
body
still
feels,
and
my
eyes
still
see
Also
my
education
is
kind
of
a
mess
It's
been
five
years
since
I
joined
And
I
might
not
even
graduate
It's
the
consequences
of
my
actions
catching
up
to
me
Parents
are
disappointed,
they
can't
believe
Starting
to
regret
why
they
put
their
trust
in
me
But
I'm
eager
to
get
up
and
redeem
myself
Right
my
wrongs,
fill
the
gaps
I
left
Fix
the
things
I
broke
and
say
goodbye
to
that
place
Consistency
and
progress
is
what
I
want
to
achieve
Move
forward
and
above
with
each
and
every
member
of
my
team
As
I
slowly
build
a
legacy,
brick
by
brick
Sometimes
I
try
to
ignore
everything
It
don't
mean
you're
alive
just
cause
you're
breathing
But
I
feel
it,
but
I
feel
it
And
I'm
swimming,
so
I
don't
drown
pushing
my
limits
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