Lyrics Neverending Loop - Sloth Mob feat. sensamura, Stroodle Boy & Slippy C

I'm feeling stuck
I gotta get free
The twinkling constellations in my eye are slowly losing their light for me
The constellations in my eye once blinded me
Now I'm losing my grip on my destiny

Feeling stuck
Oh
The never-ending loop
Has got me so confused again
Where does it end
Oh
I cannot pretend that I am happy here
The never-ending loop
Yeah

Aight, first time last time goin' be upfront
Uh
I'm the type to get jumped on
Uh
Never one to be speaking up but always be keeping that front up
Yuh
Hence I never talk
Wanting an outline with some chalk
If they ain't goin be caring or seeing the facts then I'm not goin' be giving a knock
Morning comes, wake up, take my Prozac
Wondering where the bros at
Uh
Trying to duck my own award of a toe tag
But I gotta keep on living like it or not
Pain is swelling, not gonna stop
Constantly failing to make an improvement but I'll keep on moving until my legs rot
Make statements like that
But I gotta be checking my facts
Open up and I'm met with laughs
Now tell me how I should be dealing with that
Too many spraying, they gripping a strap
Aim at the ones that they thinking is bad
Chill out homie, I see that you mad
But don't let 'em see you get stuck in the trap
Boy every battle is well fought
People saying they there for you, but they not
I'm familiar with the talk
So many people that don't understand
Stuck in they ways, that's their plan
Get out off your ass and help out a man
Stuck on the ledge but I'm seeing no hands
Nah

Oh
The never-ending loop
Has got me so confused again
Where does it end
Oh
I cannot pretend that I am happy here
The never-ending loop
Yeah

Drowning in doubt I'm losing airway
Every time I'm told to fit the mold I suffocate
Still just a boy playing with clay
So I act like I'm strong as a rock every day
Slowly I weather away
Those who care won't let me fade
Even when I try to push them away
How I hope they will stay with me 'til the end of my days
It went over my head
The love I never realized I have
Had no brothers or sisters
But one mom who took on the burden of playing the dad
Treated her bad
Playing the part of the brat speaking hate from the heart though I'm not ironclad
The truth is that seeing you sad makes me mad
So don't turn your back
I try not to live on the edge
Get a dark feeling when I see a ledge
That first step
Makes the difference between a leap of faith and fall to your death
After that jump don't know what's coming next
A life a job and incoming checks
A boatload of worries, I'm up to my neck
Just wanna jump ship and watch it get wrecked
I let the stereo blare
To hide that I cry as I sink in my chair
Now my soul is bare
Been breaking down now lately
I find that I am starting not to care
If I suddenly fell down ten flights of stairs
Hoping to walk off mentally impaired
So I am no longer aware of the pain that I bear
Lord please end me, this pain can't be shared

Oh
The never-ending loop
Has got me so confused again
Where does it end
Oh
I cannot pretend that I am happy here
The never-ending loop

Feeling stuck
Oh
The never-ending loop
Has got me so confused again
Where does it end
Oh
I cannot pretend that I am happy here
The never-ending loop
Yeah