Lyrics Bleeding Out - Smba

I'm tryna look forward and make it look easy now
Baby I'm bleeding out
I'm faking my happy until the sun goes down
Nigga you bleeding out
I'm looking for answers and maybe some reasons why I been feeling down
I gave you the signs but you missing the point now
Damn it I'm bleeding out
I put on a smile she puts on her makeup
Give you my heart till it breaks up
I know it's people counting on me
Fake it till I make it
I'm looking for answers and maybe some healing now
I got some reasons now
I always be sad but I got my reason now
I'm bleeding out

Not too fast you ain't running off the book yet
Not too glad I been stuck up in this school but
I got plans that gon make you double look, yea
I got plans that gon get me in the books, yea
But I still wake up feeling jaded
Lonely and lonelier as the day's cave in
2020 didn't think that I'd make it
I thought I'd be dead man I'm just being frank well
At least I don't think that way no more
But I feel like Seattle like all the time
I'm on my tenth life reincarnation on overtime
My happiest thoughts where my dreams man
Sometimes I can't make it through the daytime counting the hours till bedtime
I used to love Dreamtime
Now my mind just rewinds
Bye-Bye to peacetime, fuck this

I'm tryna look forward and make it look easy now
Baby I'm bleeding out
I'm faking my happy until the sun goes down
Nigga you bleeding out
I'm looking for answers and maybe some reasons why I been feeling down
I gave you the signs but you missing the point now
Damn it I'm bleeding out
I put on a smile she puts on her makeup
Give you my heart till it breaks up
I know it's people counting on me
Fake it till I make it
I'm looking for answers and maybe some healing now
I got some reasons now
I always be sad but I got my reason now
I'm bleeding out

Go on predict your progression
Wanna be happy we'll go manifest it
Wanna see shawty again well than text her
I probably shouldn't text her
I'm looking for god can you give her this message
She ain't getting my message

I'm going in loops
Need to brush the dirt off
I ain't shooting thru hoops
A niggas shot off
Ima little confused why
People mad dawg
Need to rock out to stop from going backward
I gotta lotta thoughts but the tongue is backward
Got a little farther but the dreams still out there
Got a lot of time if I'm wrong if I'm right still
Leave me a message I'll get back to you uhh later

Hey TJ it's Micheal your manager just checking up on you
Making sure you're ok
I saw that post on Instagram and you know
Just remember to breathe
In and out
Just like those therapists told you to
Alright
I'll talk to you later bye

I stitched up wounds
I'm just waiting for healing now
Ima just breathe it out
I screamed out for help but nobody heard me Aww
I'm sick of screaming now
So I stitched up wounds
I'm just waiting for healing now
Ima just breathe it out
I stitched up wounds
I'm just waiting for healing now
Ima just breathe it out

I lost most of my friends
But I still got some homies that I can call family and that's fine with me
I lost myself more than a couple times but I'm Still growing up so it's fine with me
I got new plans, new ideas
Still up and down but that's me
Going through a lot and it's all at once but ima still wake cuz that's all me
Man y'all shoulda met this one girl shawty mad cool
She a little less gospel a Lil more Yoncé
And I know this one girl and she like me too
But she want a Drake I'm a little more Kanye
Shut up the room and then out on my way
No more eeaa ahhh eaaa ah nigga get your words out
No more be blah be blah man I gotta work out
Cuz we boutta we boutta take the world now
I got presents in the fuckin network
Smart as Loki got the magic scepter
L-e-t me try to get some answers
L-e-d lit up its makin more sense
I feel Alone but im bout to blow so maybe its ok
I feel Alone but im bout to blow so maybe its ok