Lyrics disease - Smile Empty Soul

I'll take the blame
So you don't have to feel ashamed
I'll hide your pain
So deep that you won't feel a thing

As I hold you, I'm drowning too
I'll hide my tears to help you through
But inside I'm screaming for some healing
I've never felt so empty
And I'm telling you it's slowly killing me
Bleeding for some meaning
I need to know there's something more
To living than this horrible disease

I'll block it out
The screams that fill my mind with doubt
Please quiet down
I need you to be calm, not shout

As I hold you, I'm drowning too
I'll hide my tears to help you through
But inside I'm screaming for some healing
I've never felt so empty
And I'm telling you it's slowly killing me
Bleeding for some meaning
I need to know there's something more
To living than this horrible disease

Calm wash it down, to help you take it easy
To keep your heart from freezing, just for now
Calm wash it down, to help you take it easy
To keep your heart from freezing, just for now

Screaming for some healing
I've never felt so empty
And I'm telling you it's slowly killing me
Bleeding for some meaning
I need to know there's something more
To living than this horrible disease