Lyrics All This Pain - Smooth Doubleb

How could you know what I feel?
You haven't seen what I've seen
How could I know love is real? I've only ever felt pain
Feel my pain, you could never feel my pain
You could never feel my pain, you could never feel
You could never feel my pain

Finally, someone who fucks with me for me
She likes my confidence, but she drinks and smokes
What the fuck is the reason?
She ain't a vegan and only talks about spirituality when she's high
That some shit I can't talk about, I can sense that she's toxic
She loves the drama, I now see the red flags easily
Y'all can't control me with your looks anymore
I see you for who you are
Feel like I'm the loneliest sport in the game
People that I knew all gone doesn't feel the same
How am I supposed to go through all this pain?
I'm making a full-time living through all of my passions
Fuck all the people who said I wouldn't even make it

Now they want a backstage pass, on my dick all the time
Now they're kissing my ass, back then no one showed me
I had to go find people from YouTube to show me the way
I gotta keep telling myself that I will be okay
Even through all this darkness, I'll still power through the pain
When I don't feel like connecting with humans I look at their nose
We need that human connection
Everyone walking by each other don't even know their name
How can this be so? Makes sense due to all of this pain
She left me without knowing my last name, we got close
Said she wanted to go to the fair with me
Buss down Cartier watch for me

How could you know what I feel?
You haven't seen what I've seen
How could I know love is real? I've only ever felt pain
How am I supposed to handle all this pain?
Look into my eyes, things don't seem the same
Lies on top of lies, I knew it after your last goodbye

I constantly show them all this effort
I know you're busy, but I be busy too, I still create time for you
I texted last, called last, FaceTime last
And I still don't get an answer from you
What's the fucking point?
They have my number, they can reach out if they really want to
Shawty in school, working, and doing her thing
She was far away, I know you're from the county
But that doesn't mean we can't see each other
She craves that physical touch, baby girl I can take a flight to you
It's not that hard, likes to build houses
We would be the illest power couple
I can see myself being with you
I know you need some time cause your feelings for me just grew

I came to you out of nowhere
Now you're coming around surprising me
I still want to get to know you
I deleted your number so I won't get hurt
Pretty toxic I know, I'm still working on it
But mutual interest should go both ways
I'd still love to call you my bae, just text me back okay
Days after days feeling like is there more to life
She got a significant other seems like a lie
I got hit with all the signs
There's your confirmation to be all mine
But I guess you didn't have the time