Lyrics Queen - Sniper J

What's gonna change when I write this?
I know the answer
Blue pill looking like a motherfucking snack
So I come up with a track that I'll regret after
What is she feeling?
What is she doing?
What is she thinking?
I got a lot of love inside of my cup why isn't she drinking?
So I pour one out for my love
Take a sip, hope it kill my hope
'Cause this shit is depressing
I'm missin' her essence, I'm finna blow
Homies told me I should let it go, shit, I say it too
But I don't listen though
I refuse to see her any less than an angel
But lately, I don't еven really know
'Cause shе ain't saying not a word
Girl, I really miss communicating
I hate the way my anger's painting you
But I know that's from the miscommunication
Don't leave me hanging
Don't leave me hanging
Why I gotta be the sacrifice
For you to be the greatest version of yourself?
But if that's true, I'm alleviated, fuck it
You gon feel just the way you feel
And I'm gon' deal with cards you deal
But you just quit the game, I'm remaining the joker
The queen ain't in my deck no more, no more
Come find me
When you ready and your mind frees
I ain't waitin' but i'm still patient
It's enough chasin', ain't on my knees
I been looking for some clarity
I want you to be real with me
Or maybe i know all need to know
And i'm just wondering if you still care for me

I cannot speak on what I know
'Cause I thought I felt it all up until you came into the scene
Damn, you so precious
And I feel the pressure grip me lettin' you fade from my dreams
Flew straight to your city to see you
Didn't have a clue maybe I'd be
Inside of a kamikaze
I was blinded from the high that bloomed based from the seeds
That we planted when we first met
Got a little bit selfish, you ain't deserve that
I been sitting in this fucking room all day
Trynna figure out what went wrong,
It ain't workin'
And I wonder -
While I was braggin' 'bout you to my friends,
Were you with yours thinkin' about how you were gonna end what we had?
Are you glad?
Are you missing me yet?
Visions of a wedding ring and some kids but you left
And I'm lost
And I know you trynna get your independent on
So I gotta respect it, I'm wishing you the best and I'm
Never holding hate for you,
My heart got a place for you
But I ain't chasin', I'mma let it be like the Lennon song
I got natural tendencies to fight for what I love
But in this rare case, this case is closed,
All this silence I hear is a drug
You gon feel just the way you feel
And I'm gon' deal with cards you deal
But you just quit the game, I'm remaining the joker
The queen ain't in my deck no more, no more
Come find me
When you ready and your mind frees
I ain't waitin' but i'm still patient
It's enough chasin', ain't on my knees
I been looking for some clarity
I want you to be real with me
Or maybe i know all need to know and i'm just
Wondering if you still care for me
Care for me