Lyrics Self Hatred - Soar Thumb

They never reached back
An tried grabbing me
They rather
Point they finger
An laugh at me
I'm to close to they vision
To focus on
Gotta look in the distance
To notice him
I'm condescending off cognac
I spit artifacts
Through the art of rap
Yeah I come off arrogant
Yeah I come off arrogant
That's because I'm arrogant
You stupid bitch
Apparently
Don't stare at me
Or you gone stare at heat
Put this pistol up yo nose
I'm prepared to beef
I Chef it up
Give yo ass
A Ghostface deluxe
Put yo bro up in a tux
An yo mom in a dress
All black, God Bless
I'm a hot mess
But they be
Busting niggaz out
For no reason
That's enough
To get yo ass
Four seasons
Accommodations
Trapped in a cave
For the rest of your days
Off Self Hate
Full Of Self hatred
Damn

I don't wanna look like that
I don't wanna feel like that
I don't wanna dress like that
I don't wanna live like that
I just wanna fill my bag
Plus bring real rap back

Faith is muscle built off stress
An if it wasn't for the hustle
I'd probably finesse for a check
Three card monte in the Jects
Shot of Bacardi in my sweats
Don't watch me
Nigga watch the money
Hookers outside
Trying to count
The hundreds
Real rappers
Give props
To starter jackets
I party wit
NASA hackers
Train your brain
To avoid the wash
No Dre or Snoop
Cash rules everything
Obey your loot
Fuck the thirst
My luck is cursed
Truck or hurst
Use your bitch
For a shield
Or duck the burst
Lite years ahead
When I conduct a verse
You still stuck in first
What the fuck is worse
No bucks and hurt
Ain't no take me home
Or let me out, shits real
You either get rich
Or you get killed
Trying to pitch pills
Just got home
Couldn't sit still
No Focus Hope
No Goodwill
Just family hour
An a funeral bill

I don't wanna look like that
I don't wanna feel like that
I don't wanna dress like that
I don't wanna live like that
I just wanna fill my bag
Plus bring real rap back