Lyrics Losing Sleep - Social Club Misfits

Hook]
I'm losing sleep, oh where'd it go?
Where do I belong?
I may never know
Feel like I'm far behind, so far behind, so far behind, so far behind

Stuck in the spotlight, I'm talent-less
Life is like a circus and I'm just balancing
I just wanna fall, maybe I could feel something
I try to force relationships and feel nothing
Life is but a game, and I'm just being played
And I broke every promise that I ever made
Saying things that I never thought that I would say
If everything is in His plan, then everything staged

I grew up in the pastor's house, picture it
Holy Spirit filled all that and now the difference is
I'm drifting off, feeling over sheltered
So off to the world I went, feeling so over zealous
I look back at hindsight, which is 20/20
Seeing so clear that I saw me in the cemetery
10 years lost, can't get 'em back
If I could, knowing what I know now
It's a wrap, sing the hook, F.E.R.N

Where the rejects?
I'm a reject...