Lyrics scary part of me - Sody

Said I′ll be home at 8
But I still out smocking cigarettes and drinking
And I told them that I don't care about
You but you know that′s not true, do you?
I guess I'm just in a bad place
I'm doing anything I can to hurt you
But it′s not what it seems, it′s not what I mean do to

I'm laid out but I′m broken within
Afraid I, I'm not who you think I′am

I fucked it up, let you down
I'm sorry for what I did
I′m a mess, try my best
You don't know what to believe
It's my fault, lost it all
That′s the scary part of me
And I don′t know me anymore...
I don't know me anymore
I don′t know me anymore
I don't know me anymore

And it kills me now but I took it all for granted
For my own self worth, just to ease the hurt that I feeling inside
And I see myself in all the people that I never wanted to become
And I′ve gone to far and I given scar that I not proud of

I fucked it up, let you down
I'm sorry for what I did
I′m a mess, try my best
You don't know what to believe
It's my fault, lost it all
That′s the scary part of me
And I don′t know me anymore...
I don't know me anymore
I don′t know me anymore
I don't know me anymore

I′m laid out but I'm broken within
Afraid I, I′m not who you think I'am

I fucked it up, let you down
I'm sorry for what I did
I′m a mess, try my best
You don′t know what to believe
It's my fault, lost it all
That′s the scary part of me
I fucked it up, let you down
I'm sorry for what I did
I′m a mess, try my best
You don't know what to believe
It′s my fault, lost it all
That's the scary part of me
And I don't know me anymore...