Lyrics June - Something Missing

I'm sick of the sullen attitude here
It seems like this whole place is dragging itself down
I'm reliving the past wondering why it never lasts
And I'm counting the days till June
Not that that'll change anything

It's gotten so lonely here
I'm watching people leave every day
I'm seeing signs from all my friends who've left me
Their ghosts still haunt me every day
I just need some time and space
I need to get myself out of this place
I need to find something worth hanging onto
Before my branch of the family tree breaks

I feel lost when I'm at home
I feel the weight of all my stress pushing down at the same time
And I can't take it anymore
I've been facing my failures
Before they put me into my grave
I won't play their games

It's gotten so lonely here
I'm watching people leave every day
I'm seeing signs from all my friends who've left me
Their ghosts still haunt me every day
I just need some time and space
I need to get myself out of this place
I need to find something worth hanging onto
Before my branch of the family tree breaks

Why am I afraid?
(Why am I afraid?)
I don't have anything keeping me here anymore
Why am I so afraid
(Why am I so afraid?)
I'm sick of wondering about my purpose
Just hold on till June
(Hold on till June)
And hope that everything works itself out
Just hold on till June
(Hold on till June)
Hope I either figure my own shit out or something else makes me go