Lyrics I'm in a Rut - Sophie Pecora

I'm in a rut again
I can't get up and then
I do eventually
Didn't get enough sleep
My head is fogging up
Energy's dying down
It's only 9 o'clock
But I gotta lay down
I'm in a rut again
Should try to go outside
It's so much easier to just stay in and cry
Don't got a reason to feel the way that I do
I don't know what it is
But something's different

Lately
I hate to see myself wasting
So much of my time
Just sitting on my phone like this, online
Anything to get away from my real life
Lately
My mood is always changing
I laugh then cry
I think I'm better having a great time
It's not long before I realize
I'm in a rut again

Some days are better, some days I get really lucky
And I get a lot of things done, feeling good and feeling happy
But there's a lingering question like how long is this gon last
It's only a matter of time before I start to feel bad again
Uh oh that's my pessimistic mind speaking
Oh no gotta put it in rewind, go back
I'm not gonna listen to my mind today
It's been lying to me

Lately
I hate to see myself wasting
So much of my time
Just sitting on my phone like this, online
Anything to get away from my own mind
Lately
My mood is always changing
I laugh then cry
I think I'm better having a great time
It's not long before I realize
I'm in a rut again

It's hard to feel the way I do
I'm holding on to hope for you
There's better days to come I know
I know, I know, I know

It's hard to feel the way I do
I'm holding on to hope for you
There's better days to come I know
I know, I know, I know, I know, I know

I'm in a rut again
I'm in a rut again