Lyrics Destructor - Spektralized

Self-destructive wounds from sober misery
I can seem to realize the damage that it's causing me
So soakened up in drunken fluids
But it's hard to see
I'm slowly drowning
I feel lucky that I still can breathe

So damn destructive to my mind
If you want truth I'll tell you lies
I found addiction as my guide
I've given up so many times
It's taken over I can't hide
I've lost the key to better life
And you can't help me get it back
I've given up this endless fight

So damn destructive to my mind
If you want truth I'll tell you lies
I found addiction as my guide
I've given up so many times
It's taken over I can't hide
I've lost the key to better life
And you can't help me get it back
I've given up this endless fight