Lyrics Throwaway (feat. Record Setter) - Star Student feat. Record Setter

I've been screaming your name but you're not around
I've been feeling alone every time I breathe out
Tell me what's the point in always moving around
When all we'll unpack is just more self doubt

I'm a throwaway that's all they'll fucking ever see
Choke myself with bloodied hands
I'd rather die than be your entropy
No expensive knit sweater and not my name in bold letters
Could ever solve the endeavor of self forming identity
Commodity is cyanide, we're keeping carbon in the recipe
But sand bags around my waist would waste
Everything I've ever valued so I swallow the taste
(Yeah we all swallow the taste
Cuz they'd waste everything that we ever valued
So we swallow the taste)

I've been screaming your name but you're not around
I've been feeling alone every time I breathe out
Tell me what's the point in always moving around
When all we'll unpack is just more self doubt

No expensive knit sweater
No bold letters
You called me a throwaway
No worse than what I tell myself every day
I'm fixing this
If I can
I'll love myself so that I can extend a hand