Lyrics Calvaire (feat. Blackwinterwells) - Stef

(Goodbye)
(Tears)

Always running backwards
Through my past and it feels awful
I'm not sure if you have caused this
If you did I'll break your guts in
Times in circles, fallin' in reverse, um
Even when I stand still
Like it when it hurts me
Like it when it burns you
Fled up from the earth world
Let's see what the next do

You could leave, baby, that's okay
Why's it hard to reciprocate?
Was I wrong? Baby my mistake
There's a debt that I can't repay

I know how you feelin'
(Fuck no)
Yeah, nah, 'cause I'm chillin'
You fucked up so you made me the villain
I'm so up, so buzzed on the ceilin'
Treat you like a prison
Gonna lick me up when I'm killin'
And so what
What the fuck, are you kidding?
Dumb bitch, why the fuck where you let in?

I keep on losin' faith, I want my storybook to end
I keep on losing people, I'ma lose all of my friends
You left, it's like a hammer puttin' nails into my skin
I guess I'm being punished for the weight of all my sins

Always running backwards
Through my past and it feels awful
I'm not sure if you have caused this
If you did I'll break your guts in
Times in circles, fallin' in reverse, um
Even when I stand still
Like it when it hurts me
Like it when it burns you
Fled up from the earth world
Let's see what the next do

You could leave, baby, that's okay
Why's it hard to reciprocate?
Was I wrong? Baby my mistake
There's a debt that I can't repay

Always running backwards
Through my past and it feels awful
I'm not sure if you have caused this
If you did I'll break your guts in
Times in circles, fallin' in reverse, um
Even when I stand still
Like it when it hurts me
Like it when it burns you
Fled up from the earth world
Let's see what the next do